Off

I'm off.  I don't want this to be a complaint session but I need to use this as an outlet.  I'm off and I don't know how to fix it.  I know something in my life needs to change and I'm just not sure where to go.  It's like this...I know what I need to do...I'm just afraid to do it.  I'm 2 hours away from heading to work.  My heart is racing, my hands are shaking, and I'm stressed.  My house is a mess, my child has watched way to much TV, and all I can do is think about my stress.  My work has over taken me.  It's become a detractor from every aspect of my life.  It's created misery and tears because I have allowed it to do that.  I know what my MOST important job is.  I know that God will provide for my family and that I don't need to worry when I have him.  How do I convince others what I know in my heart is correct.